he waits for her to understand
                       but she won't understand at all
                     she waits all night for him to call
                          but he won't call anymore
                          he waits to hear her say
                                   forgive
                   but she just drops her pearl-black eyes
                          and prays to hear him say
                                  i love you
                          but he tells no more lies
                                     
                       he waits for her to sympathize
                       but she won't sympathize at all
                    she waits all night to feel his kiss
                           but always wakes alone
                          he waits to hear her say
                                   forget
                     but she just hangs her head in pain
                          and prays to hear him say
                                   no more
                           i'll never leave again
                                     
                       how did we get this far apart?
                       we used to be so close together
                       how did we get this far apart?
                   i thought this love would last forever
                                     
                       he waits for her to understand
                       but she won't understand at all
                     she waits all night for him to call
                              but we won't call
                          he waits to hear her say
                                   forgive
                   but she just drops her pearl-black eyes
                          and prays to hear him say
                                 i love you
                          but he tells no more lies
                                     
                       how did we get this far apart?
                       we used to be so close together
                       how did we get this far apart?
                   i thought this love would last fore

the cure -open

 i really don't know what i'm doing here
           i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but...
                              just one drink
                   and there're some people to meet you
                       i think that you'll like them
                            i have to say we do
          and i promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
                   now why don't i just get you another
                        while you just say hello...
                                   
                          yeah just say hello...
                                   
                         so i'm clutching it tight
                         another glass in my hand
                        and my mouth and the smiles
                          moving up as i stand up
                          too close and too wide
                       and the smiles are too bright
                         and i breathe in too deep
                        and my head's getting light
              but the air is getting heavier and it's closer
                         and i'm starting to sway
            and the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
                          and they won't go away
                               so here i go
                            here i go again...
                                   
                          falling into strangers
                         and it's only just eleven
                       ans i'm staring like a child
                       until someone slips me heaven
                         and i take it on my knees
                     just like a thousand times before
                           and i get transfixed
                                that fixed
                     and i'm just looking at the floor
                         just looking at the floor
                         yeah i look at the floor
                                   
                         and i'm starting to laugh
                          like an animal in pain
                      and i've got blood on my hands
                      and i've got hands in my brain
                         and the first short retch
                        leaves me gasping for more
                       and i stagger over screaming
                          on my way to the floor
                          and i'm back on my back
                  with the lights and the lies in my eyes
                  and the colour and the music's too loud
                     and my head's all the wrong size
                               so here i go
                            here i go again...
                                   
                          yeah i laugh and i jump
                          and i sing and i laugh
                          and i dance and i laugh
                          and i laugh and i laugh
                         and i can't seem to think
                               where this is
                                 who i am
                        why i'm keeping this going
                            keep pouring it out
                           keep pouring it down
                   and the way the rain comes down hard
                      that's the way i feel inside...
                                   
                          i can't take it anymore
                            this it i've become
                           this is it like i get
                         when my life's going numb
                        i just keep moving my mouth
                        i just keep moving my feet
                       i say i'm loving you to death
                         like i'm losing my breath
                      and all the smiles that i wear
                       and all the games that i play
                       and all the drinks that i mix
                        and i drink until i'm sick
                       and all the faces that i make
                      and all the shapes that i throw
                         and all the people i meet
                       and all the words that i know
                        makes me sick to the heart
                           oh i feel so tired...
                                   
                   and the way the rain comes down hard
                        that's how i fell inside...

трябва да поговорим

в момента много искам да напиша нещо. Да опиша онзи момент в който ми говореше ,а аз само се тресях с нясълзени очи и пушех нервно. После стана време да ходи на работа
-не трябваше да говорим сега, но ти настоя. Ще говорим друг път
объркана, но уверена че всичко това може би си заслужава. Щом съм с него, значи искам точно това. Не съм малка. Не го разбирам. Немога. Мога само да го обичам. Но той не иска това. But I`ll try.
Сега ми се гледа някой филм, няма мрежа. Целия ден, слънцето, тишината.
-не си губи времето с мен